Trying to calm my nerves

So I went in Friday for my bloodwork. My hCG came back at 49 and my progesterone levels were 16.4. I was out on a progesterone supplement (oral) because I have a history of miscarriages. They wanted it at a 20 or higher.

I went in today for another blood draw for hCG only. They were 880. These numbers are better than when I had my daughter.

I’ve received a new EDD of July 20th, 2020. Putting me at 4w3d today.

My nerves are through the roof. I don’t “feel” pregnant. I’m trying to relax but man. The first trimester is so stressful.