So I talked to this one guy on and off before I moved towns. And I mean I still don’t live far but I stopped talking to him that way bc I didn’t think it would go anywhere and plus I had gotten into a relationship. But I am now currently single. And well “free” but anyway this guy he hits me up like last week in Saturday or something and we’ve been talking till Tuesday bc we were making plans. So we went on our secret “date” I told my guardian I was going movies but we were just going to go hang out. But anyway. So me and him hung out in his car and like well we did watch a movie and cuddled in the back and all that. And then well one thing led to another and we ended up having sex you know, well we had sex and then we were just chilling. But like I feel like now he only hit me up to fuck me. Because it’s been two days and before when we were making plans or whatever he would text me and everything. But it’s literally been two days. I feel like I let my old feelings for him cloud my judgment a bit but it really felt natural just to be with him. So now I feel kinda like a fool for thinking it coulda been more. Or I mean maybe it can be? I don’t know. But I just wanted to post about it get it off my chest. Like idk. Maybe I thought it could’ve been something more than just a fling because of the way he was. But maybe then yet again I’m just being a clingy girl who’s fallen for this twice now.