This morning, I sneezed really hard and felt a sharp pain in my pelvic area, kind of to the left of center. Ever since that fateful, day ruining sneeze it’s just been a dull ache. I’m in my two week wait so of course my mind jumps to the craziest, most nonsensical thoughts:

I just ruined implantation for my rainbow baby. It was all comfy and cozy and I sneezed it right out. Or maybe my ovary is just sore from ovulation...yeah that’s probably it. Ovaries get sore right? But what if it was my rainbow baby getting sneezed off my uterus!? Omg...should I get an ultrasound? No that’s crazy. There’s nothing to see yet. That’s absolutely crazy. But maybe. Shit, I’m late for work now because I spent 20 minutes on glow searching for “sneezing too hard during early pregnancy.” 😂

I had to post this anonymously because I’m way too embarrassed to admit that my mind goes down these crazy rabbit holes. TTC for a year now with only one pregnancy—>mmc. It sucks what this shit does to you🥴