I Just Gave Birth A Week Ago. Since I’ve Been Home I’ve Cried Every Single Night. The First Night Was Due To Me Having Both Kids At Once Since I’ve Been Home. I Have Two Kids Under Two. My Husband Has Been Supportive And Trying His Best But It’s Still So Hard. We Been Habing A Lot Of Relationship Problems Especially Since He Is Military And We Are Not Currently In The Same State. Well One Of The Main Reasons For My Depression Is That He Is Friends With A Female Soldier And I Hate That He Has Female Friends Bcuz He Doesn’t Know When People Are “Too Friendly”.

I Told Him That I Don’t Like Him Talking To This Woman And He Reassured Me That I Have Nothing To Worry About. The Whole Time I Was In The Hospital He Talked To Her Every Single Day. Once I Got Discharged On Friday, I Wanted To Take Him Out For Lunch Which I Did. He Proceeds To Send Her A Video Of Me And His Outting.

Every Single Night We Talked About Working On Our Marriage Bcuz We Need To Have A Stable Life For Our Kids. He Said He Wants To Go To A Therapist. Which Is Something We Agreed To Do.

Fast Forward To Yesterday. He Left His Phone In The Car And I Don’t Go Through His Phone But Something Told Me Why Not. I Go To This Particular Woman Messages And I Couldn’t Believe My Eyes! She Sends Him Pictures Of Her Breastfeedinh Her Son , He Sending Her Pictures Of Our Daughter On His Bare Chest. They Make Sure They Tell Each Other Good Morning And Good Night Every Single Day! If One Doesn’t Do It Then The Other Makes Sure They Speak To Each Other Everyday. Even When I’m Crying At Night He Still Talking To Her.

I Get Really Emotional And Started Going Crazy. He Wouldn’t Let Me Get My Daughter Bcuz He Thought I Would Harm Her Sue To What I Found Out. I Ask Him Does He Like Her And Tells Me YEA. How Do You Like Someone And Your A Married Man? How Could You Just Be Okay With Another Woman Sending You Pictures Like That.

There’s More To This Story But He Just Thinks That I Should Forgive Him And Says He Wants To Work On Our Life. But Honestly The Trust Is Broken And Which Makes It More Worst Is The Fact I’ve Been Really Depress And Can’t Even Focus On My New Baby.