I'm a 31 year old. My husband and I have been married 12 years in December. Spending most of that time not on birth control and seriously trying to conceive for the last 2 years, with no luck. Over the years I've struggled watching friend after friend get pregnant and go on to become wonderful mothers watching the journey through pregnancy, birth and motherhood. I've loved each and every time I've been able to celebrate a friend that has conceived all though tough for me deep down.

Today I watched another beautiful friend see the positive pregnancy test with the complete shock on her face but yet such excitement too.

Today it hit home. The more time spent trying with no luck, the more emotionality involve I become with trying to conceive naturally. My heart was so full today for my dear friend but also truthfully a little broken for what i dont have.💔❤