Im so broken its been three years and the damage this person has done to me is crazy im letting all that shit get to me. I feel like im a bad mother (my babies dad hurt me so much) for some reason i cant forgive and forget i try and try but i cant every single day that shit is in my head how can u hurt someone that is carrying ur child and caring for them thats fucking crazy i don’t understand why this happens to me i dont even have the heart to ever hurt someone in any way. Like what did i do to deserve this im only 19 with a 15 month old and im broken im not the same i miss who i was. I used to be so happy and energetic but all this overthinking just gets to me... i dont know how to deal with this