I’ve been going through a really horrible break up that really put me down for a long time (over two months). i think I’m finally beginning to heal! I can listen to music that we listened to together and not cry. maybe i’ll feel a little nostalgic, but I won’t cry. I got drunk last night and partied and I talked to other boys, and then when I got home I didn’t think “I miss him” or cry about it, which is completely typical of me when I drink. but I didn’t. and I feel so good.