I don't know why I do that to myself

ShelbyLoryn🌯🍺🤓 • 27 years young! 🤪👨‍👩‍👧🌶

My boyfriend and I are just so excited to hopefully have a family of our own... ttc 2+ years and always negative.. I told him I have an extremely big gut feeling that I am this month but he keeps saying "what's going to make it different this month than all the other ones"... he's probably right I'm just getting my hopes up😔 I just wish that I would finally get that positive and be shocked like all these pictures I see on here!!! That's all I want