So me and my ex have been physically broken up since October 2019 but for me I have been mentally broken up with him for a year or two. (Long story 😐🙄) so I have cut ever form of contact off with him and his family. I have been noticing that he still been calling me leaving voice mails. I have an iPhone so you can block calls and texts but you can still get voicemails from whoever is blocked. Apart of me is a little curious to see WTF he wants but I know nothing good will come of that conversation. What I do know is that he is going to be super bitter and try to do something to me when he gets out ( he’s in prison) . I think about him here and there but that situation is long dead.

I do plan to start going to counseling soon because I just want to be mentally, physically and emotionally ready for anyone who comes my way. I know I should take time for myself and regroup but I feel that I have done enough of that. I’ve cried all the tears I could, I fought the toughest battles and yelled the loudest I could. An I’m over that so I’ve cried my last cry and whipped the tears away!! I’ve met someone, who I really like and who is about something and I hope it moves forward and becomes something great. And might I add the sec is ducking wonderful. Might not be the smartest move but we’re all adults.