Feel depressed


I feel sad all the time I have an attachment disorder I am attached to my ex who is my best friend I ring him all the time and text him but he doesn’t like it he gets angry so he wanted to speak to me Wendsday I can’t ring him or text him until then which I am finding very difficult I am depressed I am unable to sleep as I am stressed on top of that I have been hormonal very tearful and bad mood swings yesterday I had my period the mood swings have calmed down but I am still feeling sad I have severe depression and borderline personality disorder and attachment disorder and I also have a learning disability I just feel like I don’t want to live anymore. I also have no motivation I stay in bed all day.