It’s getting harder and harder to keep it all together. My son is a year old and my husband and I both work full time. I feel like I’m drowning in things that aren’t done and I’m failing at being a mom and an employee. I’ve always been able to give it my all in everything I do, but there just isn’t time. I’ve lost myself and today was one of the worst days I’ve had where I just shut down and let myself be miserable all day. I’m sick of rallying. I’m so tired and overwhelmed. I am barely able to process what I’m feeling. I feel so much guilt all the time because I know I am better than this and I know I’m lucky to have a helpful spouse and family that helps out, but I still can’t handle it all. And I don’t know how we’ll ever have another kid if I can’t even manage my time with one.