SOOO.... Been with my husband 7 years. We have a 4 month old baby. He's always had a problem with me saying no when it comes to sex to the point we will fight about it. He has a high sex drive and I have a low one.

Yesterday, he really wanted to do anal sex. I did this when I was like 16 and he knows it but we never have. I always say no it hurts to much. But I've said before one day we will.

So yesterday he decides today is that day. First, he says hes just gonna do it. And I keep telling him no that's gonna piss me off (we were having sex) he wouldn't let it go and was seriously getting mad at me. I have a hemorrhoid from childbirth. So I tell him thats a BIG reason it will hurt to bad and could make it worse...

He still gets mad. So I go "well if your willing to seriously cause me pain then fuck it... Do it" I'm so over the fight at this point (we are literally in the middle of having sex)

He does it. I scream in pain. Run from him to the bathroom and ball my eyes out. I cry because it hurt and it really was willing to go against me and guilt trip me into something.

Today, he made jokes about it and me crying...

Today, he got drunk and we got in a fight and I told him that was a form a rape and it hurt me worse that he made fun of me for it.

Well now, I think he wants a divorce.

I'm at a lost.... We have some other problems going on but man am I dumb to be bothered by this?