TRIGGER WARNING:

Mommas, have any of you had just.. a bad feeling about delivery? I’ve been having dreams since about 22 weeks, I’m 28 now.. and in my dreams, I’m pushing and pushing.. & the doctor decides to do a c-section, and I guess something goes wrong, and I go under anesthesia. But I never wake up.. idk what’s wrong with me.. maybe because when I was pregnant with my daughter everything was perfect, aside from throwing up daily, I had no swelling, no headaches, my chest didn’t hurt, I never showed until 2 weeks before she came..

and with this pregnancy everything is just different and worse.. and I just keep thinking something is going to go wrong..

I just got done bawling my eyes out in the shower thinking something might go wrong and they wouldn’t be able to save me... I have an almost 10 month old daughter that needs her mom..

Has anyone else been through this ? What did you do ?