I think I was a little naive. I did not expect to be a nervous wreck 95% of the time. I don’t have my ultrasound until early December and by that point I’ll be over 12 weeks. I’m constantly concerned that there’s something wrong even though there have been no signs that anything is. I’m honestly terrified I’m going to go in for my scan and they won’t find a baby in there or something will be wrong. And on top of that I’ve had pretty consistent nausea and now I don’t even know if it’s morning sickness or just nerves. And when I don’t feel sick I have the worst heartburn. I just want to be able to relax.