My son is only 5 months & I already want another. I was even sad when my period came. But my partner wants to wait until we move ( we’re supposed to be moving across the state ) logically I know we should wait until we move & our finances settle but I just miss being pregnant soo bad & I feel bad because 2 of my sisters in my house are pregnant & I’m really not happy for them.. I know that sounds so harsh but they are both in abusive relationships & it’s just so sad to watch.. & honestly it’s making me jealous that they’re pregnant & I’m not... even though I just had a baby. does that make me a bad person? & i feel so guilty because I was even helping one of my sisters TTC but I didn’t know her boyfriend treated her like that until they moved in & it was too late..

& I’m not crazy I’m not going to go & try & get pregnant behind my husbands back or something. I respect my husbands feelings. & I know he’s still adjusting to our first baby lol just thought I had to add that cause I seen some pretty crazy post on here

Lol I changed the name just for you Bex. Your definitely right. I just really miss being pregnant. I miss feeling my son in my tummy. I look at my son everyday in disbelief. I can’t believe I created something so beautiful. I felt Important when I was pregnant & I guess don’t anymore. I don’t blame them or be bitchy to them I’m still doing their baby showers & be supportive but behind the fake smiles i honestly am jealous