Craving a what!!!

So I’ve been in a year and 7 months. And always in the back of my mind has a girl been in thought. I don’t know how but I find some girls so damn fineeeee🤦‍♀️ like I honestly don’t think I could ever like eat a girl out or anything but I’d damn near be down for a girl to try and go to town on me. Because when I watch like less ima porn or think about a girl maybe going down on me. Ouuu I get sooo horny 👅👅👅 but I don’t think physically I could do anything more than maybe run a girl and major out with her and stuff just not eat her out at least right a first but it’s weird because i feel like I would have acted on it now instead of staying I my relationship but I’m so in love with my boyfriend like o don’t even feel the need to tell him I’ve felt like this before because idk but ouuuu so if some girls wanna message me and help me figure out why I feel like this or if you did how you found out what your really thinking...

Sorry if this is confusing it was half way a rant but Idkk 😂