Idk what to do I need some positive helpful advise...

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So not long ago I had a miscarriage to my partner of 4 years on and off , recently I thought I had very little feelings for him and thought I could let go easily but it’s not like that at all, I ask him a month ago if we would get back together he I don’t know I said but you’ve said that for awhile now and I need to know to help myself try and let go and know there is nothing there. But previous he asked me over for one thing only and then a week after that he asked me to come over for cuddles this has confused my feelings abit well a lot I’ve tried to keep it all in and not talk to my friends and it , but now I just need advice cause I wanna let go cause of all the dramas and stuff and we all have history too and I’m sick of all the mind games and shit too!