Hi guys , i'm having really bad baby fever. I know I can't afford one right now so i'm not going to have one. But its tough because i have two nieces and a nephew who i don't get to see because my brothers an addict and my two sisters aren't really stable and are pretty hurtful towards me. One of my sisters lives with a level three sex offender and the state was called on her a few times and she accused me of it and the last time she accused me she found out it was her daughters teacher, my second sister was having a fit because one night i was watching my younger siblings while my dad went away for a night and my sister came over even tho she wasn't allowed there when they aren't home and she started being mean to our younger sister and kept pinching her and screaming at her so i asked her to leave, well her bf stayed at my dads after she left and made a comment to me saying if i blew him he'd give me $200 it made me uncomfortable and i told him to leave. I was very frightned so i told my sister what her boyfriend said to me just because i don't want her to get hurt because he also kept saying he was gunna go hook up with someone else. So as she was made at me for making her leave she got mad that i told her what her boyfriend said to me called me a liar and a psycho and told me to get help. my nieces and nephew mean the world to me so it hurts to not have any little ones in my life :(