So two weeks ago I got my birth control removed out of my arm because I had it for three years. I'm 21 about to be 22 in a few months and so they gave me a pap smear before removing my implant. I've been tested quite a few times since November of last year and everything came out negative, chlamidia (however you spell it), ghonorea, herpes, etc. everytime i got tested they all came out negative. Well about a month or two ago my boyfriend had gotten poison ivy and it eventually spread to his penis, he had one small spot on his penis. We had sex when it was almost gone and I don't remember how long it took but the outside of my vagina got itchy and right above my clit got itchy and a spot came out above my clit and it didn't look like a herpes sore or anything it just looked red and itchy. I washed myself all of the time and did the normal poison ivy routine and thought nothing of it. I got a phone call an hour ago from the nurse practitioner at the place i went to to have my birth control removed, she said i came up negative for all of the stds except herpes. I just don't understand at all, I'm so scared to tell my boyfriend today when he comes home from work. I'm so scared he's going to breakup with me and have me move out, I don't have anywhere to go and I have a toddler. I'm terrified, scared, and so confused. My boyfriend and i are about to be engaged and want to get married next year and have a baby, I'm scared he's not going to love me anymore, I don't know what to do, someone please help me 😭💔