So my birthday is Friday. We have only been trying for number 3 since September. So I’m not stressing about it yet. But I am turning 36. Which can be slightly concerning.. although I have many friends who have had babies past 35 without problems... I was really hoping to get two pink lines for my birthday... But instead I have a feeling I will get aunt flow instead. I have been so damn angry this week. My normal PMS emotions. And sorta sad. Again. My normal pms. Ugh.

Maybe we will get 2 pink lines for Christmas. Here’s to hoping and praying for a 2020 baby.