Why is it worth it?

I fell down an Instagram hole of mommy posts... most of them talked about how much you cry, miss your old life, your marriage devolves into a business arrangement. But they never say why they love it - just that they do.

I’m scared. This seems miserable. I’m scared I’ll hate motherhood and spend my life regretting it. Don’t get me wrong I appreciate the honesty immensely- I’m just so scared.

Moms- is it as awful as it sounds? What makes it worth it? Please be honest.