I don’t know what to feel

I stopped messing with this other guy a few weeks ago . Tonight I called someone I was talking to you almost 6 months before the guy . Tonight me and the guy I talked to 6 months ago (we talked 3 months) , we decided to sleep together . We kinda asked before what do we want out of this and he admitted him missing me and wanting to be his girl . We had sex and he decided to hold my hand . What is that supposed to mean ? It was so different .