So I’m pretty sure I’m poly and I did tell my bf he accepts it but wouldn’t be part of it which I deeply respect. I have been developing a crush on a kid in science and that my only period with him and I do have a single period besides lunch with my bf. Today I get seated right next to my crush and I swear it’s torture. My bf recently has been really weird wont tell me why and I have a bad issue with him not telling me even though he says it’s not personal or important. But that probably just me.

I know I can’t tell my bf I like this guy because they are ok friends plus my crush has a gf already.

I have also been thinking about stuff with my bf and a lot of things seem to issue me and cause stress to me. Even if it’s little like a word he says or something. Idk what to do with the guy I like sitting next to me now and I’m super flirtatious so that won’t help. I feel so stuck and hopeless.

Sorry if it’s confusing at all😬 thanks for reading if u did.

Also never been in a poly relationship before so I want to explore that.