I had a pretty early miscarriage back in September. I was not ready to have a baby and I decided on abortion. Now looking back on it, I’m glad I didn’t have an abortion. It’s such a confusing feeling. I feel the sense of sadness still. I feel wrong for feeling sad because I wanted to abort it at one point. I just need to vent honestly. I feel like my boyfriend doesn’t understand. It’s like he’s just forgotten about it. I have now gotten on an IUD and still so anxious about getting pregnant again (but I hope for it in the future.) it’s like, I wanted it but not now and I feel so guilty. Sorry this is all over the place 😭