Feeling optimistic

Well my son is still in a breech position going on 37 weeks and we opted out of doing the ecv. Today we scheduled the c-section for december 9th. At first when hearing my options, I cried. But only in fear. I have never been in surgery or even broken a bone and so my anxiety went through the roof. Talking with my friends and family has made me feel so much more confident and less stressed. And very excited I will be meeting my son a week earlier. There still a part of me that feels like I lost something, I'm sad I wont get to experience a vaginal labor. Is that wrong of me? All these mixed emotions and as long as my baby is healthy when he is born I'm okay with how he enters this world.