Life is so cruel😭

I just need to share my heartbreak💔

We lost our baby in December 2016 at 12 weeks. So We have been trying for our rainbow baby for nearly three years now.

Well.. 10 months ago my step sister tells me she’s coming off the pill and wants to start trying with her boyfriend (I was so happy for her!) a month later she’s pregnant 🤦🏻‍♀️ I had so many mixed emotions on this!! I cried the night after she told me... couldn’t explain why. I was so jealous and upset that it wasn’t working for us. I didn’t let her know how I felt but I’m sure she knew, due to our loss.

Well, she gave birth to a beautiful daughter yesterday.... while I started my period 😭😭ON THE SAME DAY!!!

I feel like I’m being punished. If that’s not cruel then I don’t know what is 😭

I know it’s not her fault, just bad timing. But it’s so so upsetting 😔