Venting! Rant **UPDATE**

Recently I asked my husband for a divorce due to verbal abuse. Plus he’s not romantic enough either he’s lost his touch. His sister came into town I would’ve thought he would’ve had a date planned but nope nada thing! Nothing at all! I was heart broken plus piss since he kept telling me to find something for us to do! I’m like dude you need to plan we haven’t been out since February!

Anyways a couple days ago I found out I was pregnant now I’m feeling guilty. I feel guilty for asking especially now knowing I’m pregnant and he’s my best friend! We haven’t talked but I do want him to value and respect me more I want nothing more than to be with him and my family. I just can’t tolerate the disrespect. I do want to announce the pregnancy in a cute way to him, any ideas? I’m about 4 weeks haven’t schedule my appt yet waiting on insurance.

**I was done before finding out and he doesn’t seem to care we talk but he’s still a a-hole! Like this morning I wake up at 6am he’s gone work vehicle still home**

**Got into a big argument this morning, still haven’t told him and probably won’t. He literally turned everything around on me like hello you were out all night and trying to make feel guilty! I don’t think so so now we’re not talking and well I’m having a very rough hard day. I don’t trust him and when he does these things it brings back bad memories. He hasn’t did anything so I should trust em but there’s some wounds there’s no healing from plus my hormones all over**