13 days late and nothing

Donna • wife, daughter, sister & mother of 👼👼 🐶🐶🐶

So we tried clomid for 3 rounds and I haven't taken it for over a month. I should of started 11/12 but no sign of AF. I emailed my RE and she ordered some blood work. My blood hcg shows no baby and although, I felt mentally prepared it just sucks each month. Now, I haven't been late on a period since being pregnant in 2018. She also checked my estradiol and progesterone, so now I wait....I really hate this and wish I could somehow get a miracle at 47.