No bfp here.

I don't know whether to cry or sigh in relief. My 2 year old is snoring away and as I breastfeed my 2 month old baby girl, I'm looking down at this test I took. I know it's late and I didn't use the morning urine, but either way it's going to come back negative. We thought baby #3 was coming (technically baby #4 since i had 1 miscarriage before my daughter was concieved...) Since I've been sick and throwing up. But i guess not. My husband got his hopes up, although we aren't trying to have another baby this quick. It's quite bittersweet, actually. The possibility was there. I guess now we can go back to being ourselves without worrying about another blessing... Thanks for reading and I wish you all get your BFPs!

Edit1: ok after looking again, I still cannot see the second line. I do have bad eyesight though. It has been 10 minutes now since i took it though so it may be an evap line. I'm not trying to keep my hopes up any longer. I will test in the morning though. This is a FRER test. I was hoping to take it before my husband gets home from work at 4am do y'all think it would count if I stayed awake? Sounds fucking ridiculous when I say it out loud now though...

Edit2: my heart is pounding i do see it now so I'll for sure test in the morning. Baby dust going your way future mamas i hope for sure y'all get them even if mine ends up just being an indent line