I’m so ready!

Literally everyone around me is getting engaged. I even have a multiple friends who are pregnant! I’m ready to be engaged. I’ve been with my man for three years, like any other relationship we’ve had our ups and downs. I love him to much, we went to dinner last night and showed me another couple he works with who just got engaged. I’m so damn jealous. I said congratulations and how cute they were but I want it to be my turn! I’m not rushing him or bringing it up any but damn, I see all these engagements photos and all these rings during the holidays because of all the sales and I can’t help but feel upset. Is anyone else feeling this way?? Or felt this way? We have other priorities right now and I understand that completely but I still feel upset it’s hasn’t happened yet:(