So I had an unsuccessful attempt of an ECV yesterday. Worst pain I’ve ever been through and my labour with my son was unmedicated. He just didn’t want to turn very easily and after 2 tries, I had to tell them to stop. He’s still happy in there, thank goodness. I’ve got an appointment tomorrow to book in a c-section for the 6th. But to be honest, after that experience yesterday, I feel so weird. I’ve been feeling like this pregnancy has gone so fast and now it isn’t going fast enough. Just like that, it’s all changed. I just want him out. Do you think I could ask for him to be born even a day before? I feel so anxious about him being in there, where I can’t know he’s 100% okay, after yesterday. I’m literally scared of anyone touching my stomach now and I’m yet to go through the c-section. I feel like an idiot for all these thoughts. I’ve not long woken up and haven’t felt him yet, my tummy is in so much pain and I just want him here so I know he’s okay. Sorry for the ramble 😓