So I have so many things to express but it seems like i can’t get them out in words so i’ll just type them.

I have learned to have so much more respect for women who have problems trying to conceive , me and my fiancé have only been trying for about 11 months and I can honestly say that, it is very draining. Just thinking you are pregnant, makes you feel so amazing and all the thoughts that come to your mind, all the symptoms you think are pregnancy, and then your period is just later and later. Then, your period comes and its just heart wrenching, all those thoughts just go right out the fucking window. All the symptoms you thought were pregnancy were not. But it just seems like your brain doesn’t want to believe that you aren’t pregnant, so when the bleeding stops after 2 days instead of 5, you take a test anyway. and it’s still negative and you have a gut feeling that you won’t ever get a positive.

To keep trying, to keep trying to track your ovulation. Men really have no idea what a toll it takes on you every time.

Keep going stay strong ❤️