would you be annoyed?

whenever my boyfriend and i sext he always talks about how he’s gonna make me cum and make me feel so good but when we have sex i give him head and then we have sex for like 10 minutes and then it’s over without me cumming. i told him how i felt and he felt really bad and we worked it out but now he just doesn’t let himself cum until i get myself off with my clit and then he comes. he never gives me head and always says “ew my dick was just in you” when i’ve given him head MULTIPLE times after sex, even when his dick tastes like a fucking balloon.

i can’t feel good when i’m on top but i do it anyways for him but when i want him on top it hurts his knees which i understand but I WANT TO GET OFF TOO

before sex he won’t get me wet because we don’t have a lot of time. he said “it’s just so hard to get you off” i just want him to want to make me feel good

i don’t wanna start another fight but it’s just always “the circumstances”. he literally hasn’t touched my 🐱 in months. i’m just so frustrated.