FTM and slightly freaking out

Stephanie • Married 2 years, 4 baby losses. Jun 2017, chemical. Dec 2017, missed miscarriage. Jul 2018, ectopic, lost left tube. Nov 2018, missed miscarriage.

Any of you first time mamas to be freaking out a little bit? I was just looking at the calendar and knowing we’ll get to meet our little babies soon is kinda making me panic. I’ve been praying for this day for so long, but still feeling so nervous.