In 2015 at the age of 19 I found out I was pregnant with my now 3 year old. In 2016 I had her and was and still is the most amazing thing I've ever done. I've been with my current partner (not my daughters dad) since my daughter was 4 months old. In 2017 we decided we would like a child of our own. A few weeks before Christmas in 2017 we found out I was pregnant. The feeling we both felt was unreal. This baby was very much wanted and was very much loved from day one. Christmas day 2017 I started bleeding and I lost our baby on Christmas day. We powered through the day because I mean we still had my daughter to be happy for. Christmas night once she was in bed I broke and cried for hours. And so did he. The pain in my heart was unreal. We stopped trying. In 2018 we decided to try again. At 3 weeks we found out we was pregnant. Again over the moon. At 4 weeks I lost our baby. That broke us both. We was both dealing with depression threw the losses and it tore us apart. A month later we broke up. We spend 10 months apart. Still talking despite being broke up. November last year we got back together. I was on contraception so a child wasn't on the cards. August this year I found out I was pregnant despite being on contraception. We was shocked. But we was happy. I got past 4 weeks after losing two before at 4 weeks exactly. At 7 weeks I was sat at home on the sofa and felt a gush. My heart stopped. I ran into the toilet to see blood. I screamed and shouted for my partner. He came running. Called 111 explained to them. They refused to see me until the next day. The next day came I went to the hospital they wasn't telling me anything just sending me back and forth. Day 4 in the hospital they scanned me. I'd lost our 3rd baby. I collapsed in the scan room and cried. It's now been 3 months since that happened. We've decided to try again. The thought is scary. And here's where I need the advice and reassurance. Is it going to be possible for me to have a healthy pregnancy again after 3 losses?

I've had no help of doctors no tests or anything.

Photo of my baby that I do have and the only thing I have to remember the day I got told I'd lost again 😢

I'm sorry if it triggers anyone.