And won’t be home for the holidays.

My husband has been suffering from bi polar depression and suicidal thoughts.

He’s finally getting help, but gosh I’m so heart broken. I’ve never gone without him.

I can only see him for 1 1/2 hours a day.

Only hear a phone call from him twice a day lasting 3 minutes.

It’s hard. I want my husband back but more importantly I can’t wait until he feels better. I can’t even hug him when I see him. It’s hard..