12 DPO.... VVFL?!?!?!?! Help?

I took the First Response and thought i could see a second like but it was more gray in color and not pink so I assumed it was negative. Then I took the Clearblue out of curiosity and I SWEAR I see a line. Am I crazy?! Was hoping so bad I would get a positive so i could surprise my husband on thanksgiving day tomorrow. But I’m not sure.... 12 DPO today.