Tomorrow is thanksgiving and I have everything to be thankful for but yet. I feel like I’m being selffish by not feeling like I have anything to be thankful for bc i went 9 months carrying the love of my life for them to tell me she passed away inside of me. that scene just keeps playing over and over and I just dont feel like I have anything to be thankful for since i lost myself the day that i lost my baby. Its about to be 2 years yet it feels like it was just yesterday when the holidays hit ..