Its just so hard not being able to talk to my family about all the things my husband does. He has cheated but im sure he still is. He thinks i forgive him but im just saving money for a place for me n my kids then im out.

He went out with his friends came back 5hrs later than he was supposed to then he was drunk idk how he drove home. Then he continued to drink more at home. He fell asleep on the cough woke up n moved to next sofa n peed on it. I guess he thought it was a toilet but my daughter whose 3 was laying on it on her kindle. So she jumps coz she like is he peeing n runs to tell me. I cant wait to leave