Did your miscarriages change when you tested the next time around?

I’m wondering if 2+ losses affected anyone when it came to their next pregnancy and time to test. I personally don’t test early before my period anymore. I’m too scared to start my period and realize I had a chemical.

Next time around, I don’t plan on testing at all until i feel sick or something....idk. I’m too scared to know I’m pregnant and be afraid of miscarrying again.... however I do have progesterone I need to take next time around..