Feeling crushed this morning 💔

How are you suppose to be happy and super thankful when you wake up and see your bbt is dropping and see that negative test? I know theres so much to be thankful for but that's really all I wanted for the holidays. Hating the universe this morning. But I'll throw on my happy face and enjoy the day with family and the 2 little girls who have blessed my life so far. They are enough. I think maybe its time to let go of wanting to add another.