Dealing with anxiety sucks. Having panic attacks suck.

The holidays should be one of the most joyful moments in our lives, yet I double think them with this anxiety of mine. When I get panic attacks it makes me feel like I’m chocking so I start gagging, so guess who starves themselves instead of eating... it just sucks so much, it’s something so small but I find it like people don’t realize how others desire something so small like that..

on that note, happy thanksgiving to everyone!