Had an ectopic, got methotrexate shot.. so sad 😞


So I got the shot yesterday , I was heart broken to hear I can’t try again for another 3 months. I’ve been waiting for so so long to continue to grow my family due to other reasons , and now that it’s time .. this happens. Now I have to wait longer, while all of my closest friends are pregnant and I see people left and right with their pregnancy announcements.

It’s killing me.

Then to see everyone’s thankful photos today with their new baby or baby belly, I want to cry.

Don’t get me wrong, I am so thankful and blessed to have my beautiful 3 1/2-year-old daughter who I love more than life itself! I just wish I had the sibling she’s been asking for in my belly 😔 today was the day I was going to announce it to my family.