I've been really bloated lately & it makes me feel afraid of being pregnant but have no way of getting a test without my parents knowing

I'm anxious if I am, then they wont let me be around my boyfriend anymore. And I'm anxious they'll force me to keep the baby because of their Christian views

And today, I started getting vaginal itching and it's only reinforced my panic

I got a yeast infection a year ago before sexual activity and my mom yelled at me about it.

I just dont know what to do