So I gave birth 3 weeks ago but this is still bothering me.

I was induced at 37 weeks because of preeclampsia. This is my second child and I didn’t experience this bad of a labor with my first. I got pitocin to induce labor and holy moly was that really painful. Anyways my husband and his mom were both with me in the room while I was in labor. (Not my choice btw) well I was in sooooo much pain I couldn’t get the epidural since it was to early and they didn’t recommend it just yet. So I got some other pain medication thru my IV and it didn’t help. My mother in-law kept complaining that she was hungry so my husband left me for 4 hrs to take her to the cafeteria and idk where else she wanted to go. I was legit crying for my husband and my nurse would try to calm me down telling me he’s on his way but I know she was just trying to calm me down. She even helped me call him on his phone and it kept going to voicemail. I ended up calling my mom and she arrived fast. She was there for me eventually my husband and his mom came back and she had the balls to tell me I’m over exaggerating that she did it with out any help and meds and my husband just stood quiet. He never was there to hold my hand or anything. My first child my MIL wasn’t there and it was calm and he was there for me and this time he wasn’t idk why, he’s such a sweet guy with me till that day. I’m soooo hurt by it. After my daughter was born I couldn’t get alone time my MIL wanted to carry her already and then she finally left only to send in her family in thank god for my wonderful nurse who kicked everyone out. A lot more happened but that seemed to bug me so much I can’t get over it I’m starting to feel some kind of resentment towards him.