Plus Size Fears?

Any other plus size women have weird fears or things they refrain from doing? Like I just noticed I have all kinds of stuff I don’t do that just because I’m plus sized. Like I don’t wear any clothes with large animals on them. Like elephants, hippos, etc, because I’m deathly afraid of someone making a joke about me wearing something with “my own picture on it.” I don’t like saying if I’m hungry or not, because “obviously you’re hungry, when aren’t you?” I feel sick when someone says something about my baby being chunky. Not because I don’t want my baby to be chunky, I know that’s normal, but because I’m afraid of them being like “just like his mama” I’ve realized I have so much fear around my weight, it’s honestly stopping me from fully living, from having normal conversations. I want to change myself and be healthy. And I’m definitely going to start trying from now on.