Thanksgiving night, saw some color wiping. Black Friday morning, more. Called and went in for an ultrasound. Baby still had a strong heartbeat. Then same day last night, 6:30 at my part time job, wiped bright color now. Went to the ER. Waste of time. Cervix closed and can’t explain, confirm or deny miscarriage beginning. Told to follow up with OB Monday. Now today, this afternoon I’m getting clots. No denying now. God has my baby now. I feel blessed for the amazing man who has supported me so much through this and seeing the hurt and pain in his eyes kills me. But we have each other and I will be numb and cry for a while. Pray to heal well and quickly to be able to feel one again soon.

Sorry to go on and be said but this has been a helpful group and I will be praying for each of you and your blessed health for you, your babies and families.