I am two days past my surgical abortion and I regret it. I regretted it as soon as I was done and I think that was part of the reason I threw up. I can still feel it happening when everything is still and I can just... I want my baby back. I don't know why I went through with it. I feel like I was more so convinced it was the right idea. But I don't think it was the right idea for me. I just want to have kids. I've always wanted to have kids. But I wanted to be older and I could've waited until it happened forreal. I hope I get to meet my child one day in heaven and I hug him or her and tell them how sorry I am. I keep asking myself why