Okay so I do not like kissing at all. Like imagine an awkward, germ freak trying to kiss a guy.. not pretty.

I had my first kiss a couple days ago and only have done it 2x since then and I pull away quick cuz I hate the feeling, and idk wtf I’m doing so I’m just cringing so badly. And idk how to tell him I don’t like kissing or like if I should just bite the Bullet and practice more with him but I honestly CANT. Like I can see myself getting use to it eventually but I’m just not comfortable w it rn. Or ever. Idk help me please