finally on december 1, 2019, my year has started to become wonderful. I finally got hired so im no longer as worried about my student debt, my fiance has a good job that he enjoys, we are about to begin the process of buying our first home with a viewing on wednesday, im planning a trip for new years to go be with friends i dont see very often and finally finally things are looking up. i hope everybody who reads this post has a wonderful holiday season and a great new year!